Nice to meet you, Rose. Run for your life!

[littletown]

 This entry is in list form because coherent thoughts, I don't have them.

• Watched the first two episodes of Doctor Who on Netflix last night! I really liked it. :D I've been hearing a lot of good things about it for years, but I never got around to check it out till now. I think the Doctor is adorable.
• I went for a quick run last night, but then I had a major craving and ate a Big Mac. OOPS AT ME AGAIN. I wish I could control my appetite, but I find it so hard. T_T I get so grumpy when I'm hungry, and I end up whining at everyone. Don't fuck with my food, guys. On the bright side, I woke up this morning and I wasn't bloated at all. So there's that. Gonna run again later hopefully, and this time no more binging!
• Why is writing smut so difficult? I always feel like someone's looking over my shoulder when I write erotic stuff and I get so embarrassed. It's not like I have no idea how sex works. I just don't know how to make it sound good and not unintentionally hilarious.
• Today I learned that my optimal time for writing is after dinner, around 6pm. I'm well-fed, chores  are done, and husband's still at work so he's not pestering me about what I'm writing and why I won't let him read it (because smut and angst and OTP shipping inappropriate for a married woman).
• No but really, I hang out with his older siblings and they're so normal with their dogs and sports and being ~healthy~ and how video games are sooo unproductive and how this one self-help book is a must-read. Idk I like fandom and fanfics and immersing myself in RPGs and I don't fit in. ;_;

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[thegirlwiththemouseyhair]

Doctor Who! (... I totally just started singing the theme song in my brain XD) Are you starting with the first season from 2005 and Chris Ecclestone's Doctor? Because it is such an amazing show - and you're so gonna make me all nostalgic for my first experiences of Who just under a year ago. Enjoy!

Also, I totally hear you on not fitting in with non-fannish types - and the difficulty of writing anything above an R-rating. I've largely given up trying because it's so damn difficult...

[littletown]

Yes, I'm starting with the 2005 show. :D I'm so horribly late but I'm hoping to fangirl for it all the same.

I've kinda accepted the fact that only a few people in real life will really "get" me. My best friend is also into fandom (albeit different ones lately), so she
understands when I start ranting about fic and whatnot. I'm not even sure if I want people irl to know about my fandom activities anyway. I mean, I write about sex sometimes. XD